2nd vetting today.
i really hate to see when the choreographers tear.
i don't know why, but the sight just will turn it so sour for me.
are we not good enough?
or rather am i?
since i stepped out of the studio, i've been wondering how am i suppose to read their minds, making them to be committed to the item, taking up responsibility to self-train and all.
but i guess it's really in you rather than what people can teach/drill you.
i've no idea why but to me, they seem unwilling to learn/dance/perform/attend training.
attendance, puactuality and attitude have been quite bad so far.
none of the training, they came early or reach on time.
so is it the choreographers' responsibility to keep rushing them and keeping track that they will come for training?
i really don't understand them or their mindsets.
all of us refrain from scoldings, yet using motivational words in hope that they will be 'auto' to do better each time.
and this is what we all get?
i don't think is justifiable, right?