It was once so perfect.
Saturday, March 19, 2011
i just reached home from dance camp.
yes, it suppose to be an intensive training camp.
but i don't understand why some people are having so much free time yesterday.
like lingering around the school and stuffs.
i don't think tired is an excuse for not training, right?
i mean it doesn't really make sense to me.
since no one is perfect in dance, all the more we should self-train, isn't it?
even if we don't wanna perform for the sake of our choreographers, at least perform for our own sake right?
when i heard Marks and JL almost gave up on their items, i was feeling really really bad.
i could feel the heartache that was weighing deep down inside me.
i was very disappointed in myself because i doubt i was performing very well too.
some people who really want the item, might not get in.
however, whatever items we got selected into, it's already an opportunity for us to show that we are worth the vacancy, yet there are some people who still taking things for granted.
if any items got scraped, i feel its really unfair for those people who worked like double-ly hard while some just don't even give a damn.
as a club, shouldn't we all constantly encourage and push each other to do even better each time?
as a team, shouldn't we all to be more cooperative and compromise?
as an individual, shouldn't we all to be more responsible in our actions?
but still, i think self-discipline is the key to push oneself to a break through.
its impossible for always the few who keep initiating to help some people when they themselves already give up or show no interest in dance/item.
totally speechless.
yes, it suppose to be an intensive training camp.
but i don't understand why some people are having so much free time yesterday.
like lingering around the school and stuffs.
i don't think tired is an excuse for not training, right?
i mean it doesn't really make sense to me.
since no one is perfect in dance, all the more we should self-train, isn't it?
even if we don't wanna perform for the sake of our choreographers, at least perform for our own sake right?
when i heard Marks and JL almost gave up on their items, i was feeling really really bad.
i could feel the heartache that was weighing deep down inside me.
i was very disappointed in myself because i doubt i was performing very well too.
some people who really want the item, might not get in.
however, whatever items we got selected into, it's already an opportunity for us to show that we are worth the vacancy, yet there are some people who still taking things for granted.
if any items got scraped, i feel its really unfair for those people who worked like double-ly hard while some just don't even give a damn.
as a club, shouldn't we all constantly encourage and push each other to do even better each time?
as a team, shouldn't we all to be more cooperative and compromise?
as an individual, shouldn't we all to be more responsible in our actions?
but still, i think self-discipline is the key to push oneself to a break through.
its impossible for always the few who keep initiating to help some people when they themselves already give up or show no interest in dance/item.
totally speechless.
