it started off with silent individuals. effort to pull them together, was rather difficult. tried, tired, almost give up. nonetheless, it was still a success. but now i received a backfire instead. i should have just listen to mum. sometimes i should control and mind my own business. i've no idea who to trust anymore. and i don't like it when whom you once trusted, starting to hide things from you. not little, but many. it just give me a sense of the least importance. new friends over old ones? it's alright, really. i should have just shut up from the start.