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It was once so perfect.

Monday, May 17, 2010
im supposed to study.
im supposed to finish my project.
im supposed to be happy.
but im under some form of depression now.
The news that Mummy told me had brought me to tears.
so many questions popping up in my mind currently...
Why uncle Lim commited suicide few days ago ?
What is the reason behind it ?
Why does he wanna set an exposion to kill himself ?
i really dont understand.
is suicide the best solution to every problem?
suicide cases is coming one by one to me.
although he's just a security guard in Mummy's office, he's a extremely nice man.
i remembered the times when i was young, he always carried me to find Mummy.
If Mummy was busy, he would spend his time playing with me.
now i've grown, i only chatted with him every Saturday at the office after my Ballet lesson.
He's always the one who listen to my problems and stuffs.
i really miss him alot.
where ever he might be now, i still wanna tell him to takecare and i love him.
blogging this short post can even bring my tears to the brim.