this is screwing my mood up . the history repeat again , im not blaming you for anything . im just wondering what the hell's wrong with me . so all these while was just only a dream ? if it really is , ii would prefer not to be consious about it . why always does my senses wanna predict things that is 100% accurate outcome ? than ii prefer numbing myself for that . my heart is yearning for you , like again . please tell me what to do to sustain this dream . ): ):