It was once so perfect.
Thursday, July 30, 2009
♥
the entire last night , ii wasnt my usual self .
things have been running through my puny brain , while tears streamed down like nobody's business .
my emotion overtook me when ii sensed something was very wrong the day before .
im sorry if ii didnt told you how ii feel or what , but it was because ii dont want you to be worry and you know you have been very important to me .
it isnt nice to be caught in a dilemma .
ii have absolutely no idea how to react , ii have absolutely no idea what to say .
this make me very weird as im always the happy-goes-lucky type .
being with you , ii never fails to smile .
your sight always make my heart jump with joy .
& the dearest you , always come out with surprises for me .
not to miss out , those sweet-lil-nothing , is my cheerios for every single day .
also , its like a daily routine for our endless conversation .
ii dont know why , but we just dont seem to be running out of topics and ii feel comfortable confiding with you with any matters .
& being the patient you , always been there for me and hear me out .
no matter how exhausted you are , you would stay up pretty late to accompany me to finish my work , but the soft-hearted you always give in to my nagging for your resting time .
at times , ii felt paranoid because im really really afraid to lose such a sweet boyf .
choking you with silly questions but you never fails to assure me .
ii trusted you due to your sincerity and truthworthyness .
& ii have to admit that you're a wonderful person .
you do understand me well and is able to sense whether im down or what , just like some powerful mind reader .
really , "fortunate" was the word to describe all these .
you're someone who dont give your word , if you cant guarantee it .
ii really hope you can re-think all about it .
and please deceive me that you were drunk last night or something .
if there's really a tiny weeny thing to sustain this , ii definitely will not hesitate .
the entire last night , ii wasnt my usual self .
things have been running through my puny brain , while tears streamed down like nobody's business .
my emotion overtook me when ii sensed something was very wrong the day before .
im sorry if ii didnt told you how ii feel or what , but it was because ii dont want you to be worry and you know you have been very important to me .
it isnt nice to be caught in a dilemma .
ii have absolutely no idea how to react , ii have absolutely no idea what to say .
this make me very weird as im always the happy-goes-lucky type .
being with you , ii never fails to smile .
your sight always make my heart jump with joy .
& the dearest you , always come out with surprises for me .
not to miss out , those sweet-lil-nothing , is my cheerios for every single day .
also , its like a daily routine for our endless conversation .
ii dont know why , but we just dont seem to be running out of topics and ii feel comfortable confiding with you with any matters .
& being the patient you , always been there for me and hear me out .
no matter how exhausted you are , you would stay up pretty late to accompany me to finish my work , but the soft-hearted you always give in to my nagging for your resting time .
at times , ii felt paranoid because im really really afraid to lose such a sweet boyf .
choking you with silly questions but you never fails to assure me .
ii trusted you due to your sincerity and truthworthyness .
& ii have to admit that you're a wonderful person .
you do understand me well and is able to sense whether im down or what , just like some powerful mind reader .
really , "fortunate" was the word to describe all these .
you're someone who dont give your word , if you cant guarantee it .
ii really hope you can re-think all about it .
and please deceive me that you were drunk last night or something .
if there's really a tiny weeny thing to sustain this , ii definitely will not hesitate .
♥ Things isnt right without you ):
