It was once so perfect.
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
turned in super early .
sorry hun, didnt sms him almost the entire yesterday and today .
having fever yesterday night again .
dont know why the fever monster keep picking on me .
D:
thank god , was much much better today .
but wasnt really fully recover .
having muscle aches and stuffs , such a crappola .
so ii gave 2.4km amissed .
must recover asap , SYF next week !
monster please cooperate with mee .
didnt have any dance practise training today though ,
ii miss dance ):
tomorrow having full dressed rehearsal , showcase to Principal and some HOD staffs .
wow , stressed*
dancers , jiayous !
♥Baby is sleeping at the moment .
ii wanna chat with him ):
and he isnt feeling well today either .
poor ♥Baby, get well soon too and me love you !
kahmeng,justin (:: Hahs .Naval base sec (: you ?
♥小ling : oh , hahs . peihwa sec (:
(: LOL?
♥小ling `: good what , train you to be HEALTHY !
&./ sherryyy :D: noooonooo , i saying th junchin or what lah , say himself show bhb laaaa . why would i want to scold mayi ;DD hees ;x
♥小ling `: LOLS , dont like that say him lahs . he loves to day dream ;x
sorry hun, didnt sms him almost the entire yesterday and today .
having fever yesterday night again .
dont know why the fever monster keep picking on me .
D:
thank god , was much much better today .
but wasnt really fully recover .
having muscle aches and stuffs , such a crappola .
so ii gave 2.4km amissed .
must recover asap , SYF next week !
monster please cooperate with mee .
didnt have any dance practise training today though ,
ii miss dance ):
tomorrow having full dressed rehearsal , showcase to Principal and some HOD staffs .
wow , stressed*
dancers , jiayous !
♥Baby is sleeping at the moment .
ii wanna chat with him ):
and he isnt feeling well today either .
poor ♥Baby, get well soon too and me love you !
damn , ii fucking hate my home .
not because of anyone , but my Dad .
ii dont know whats wrong with me or him .
he always forbid me from going dance .
and refrained me from going my external dance lessons .
yes , im rebellious .
ii do what ii like , so what can he do ?
he the one causing me to turn out like this ,
so dont blame me .
if he isnt gonna give me respect ,
ii swear ii wouldnt as well .
so what if he's my dad ?
does he have the authority to treat me like rubbish ?
im also human okay .
& ii ALWAYS told myself .
no point crying or angry for what he always said .
enough for now , last time dripping my tears because of him .
ii dont care if he dont appreciate me in dancing .
ii dont care even if he comes to watch me in any performances ,
he never watched any of my performances since ii was 12 .
12 years of mine , he used to love to watch me dance .
now , ii dont know and ii dont bother to know .
ii dance for myself .
ii dance for my passion .
ii dance to relieve stress .
and it's the only way ii could be my true self .
thanks my dearest Mummy for supporting me always .
shes never not being there for me .
and that was also the reason why ii NEVER throw my temper at her .
loveyou, Mummy♥
kahmeng,justin (:: Hahs .Naval base sec (: you ?
♥小ling : oh , hahs . peihwa sec (:
(: LOL?
♥小ling `: good what , train you to be HEALTHY !
&./ sherryyy :D: noooonooo , i saying th junchin or what lah , say himself show bhb laaaa . why would i want to scold mayi ;DD hees ;x
♥小ling `: LOLS , dont like that say him lahs . he loves to day dream ;x
