It was once so perfect.
Saturday, February 28, 2009
dearie ,
im isnt purposely posting this to let you read or what .
its just merely my thoughts .
so if its really offending ,
sorry about it .
you know im frank sometimes .
ii just knew you were so brave to give hearttalks .
ii dont know what to say .
thanks for spenting so much time to talk to me round .
you know im stubborn ,
yes, ii always been .
even my closest clique wouldnt bring up such things to talk about .
even if we do are unhappy bout something with each other ,
we'll keep it, trying to put aside somehow .
okays ,
people may think we dont give a damn about either of us .
but thats what they think , arent in the inside .
ii guess you should know us well right .
so far ii know, we do still care and worry for each other deep down .
dont ask me how or why .
is just feeling this way .
be it shooting every stuffs that may sound offending .
be it we keep it to ourselves just like a comment only .
all these doings probably to avoid misunderstandings or what .
should it be a good thing or not ?
ii dont know seriously .
& ii do miss the past time being so closed together .
ii know it isnt like this anymore .
maybe we just cant get back to the like before once again ?
ii dont know either .
maybe you dont feel a thing ?
maybe it doesnt really matters to you anymore ?
ii admit my change made you unhappy about me .
even Jing sis had talked to me earlier this year .
ii know she meant to change me back to the past me .
night life and slacking with those friends ?
im isnt meaning there werent those bad company .
you might think it is .
okays , thats your opinion .
but they are somewhat some good friends to be .
be it what they did or are doing,
they are still my friends though .
probably the change in me made you feel im isnt the nice and obedient girl in the past .
ii dont know whats on your thinking,
but ii know you would sprout it out to me someday .
seriously, talking to you make me feel really comfortable .
and thanks so much for the warmth hug yesterday during recess .
is been so long before ii feel the warm again .
thanks so much dearie .
and ii dont meant names for the sake of names .
if you know me well enough ,
you should know you always stands a place in my heart .
maybe to you, it doesnt concerning you anymore ?
alrights, whatever it is .
im not gonna deny that you are STILL one of my closet of all .
ii just wish to return to the past us .
so sorry ,
just give me a little more time to change .
ii dont know why ii would cried when ii chatted with you on msn that day,
maybe been so long that we became so close again ?
ii dont know
D:
im isnt purposely posting this to let you read or what .
its just merely my thoughts .
so if its really offending ,
sorry about it .
you know im frank sometimes .
ii just knew you were so brave to give hearttalks .
ii dont know what to say .
thanks for spenting so much time to talk to me round .
you know im stubborn ,
yes, ii always been .
even my closest clique wouldnt bring up such things to talk about .
even if we do are unhappy bout something with each other ,
we'll keep it, trying to put aside somehow .
okays ,
people may think we dont give a damn about either of us .
but thats what they think , arent in the inside .
ii guess you should know us well right .
so far ii know, we do still care and worry for each other deep down .
dont ask me how or why .
is just feeling this way .
be it shooting every stuffs that may sound offending .
be it we keep it to ourselves just like a comment only .
all these doings probably to avoid misunderstandings or what .
should it be a good thing or not ?
ii dont know seriously .
& ii do miss the past time being so closed together .
ii know it isnt like this anymore .
maybe we just cant get back to the like before once again ?
ii dont know either .
maybe you dont feel a thing ?
maybe it doesnt really matters to you anymore ?
ii admit my change made you unhappy about me .
even Jing sis had talked to me earlier this year .
ii know she meant to change me back to the past me .
night life and slacking with those friends ?
im isnt meaning there werent those bad company .
you might think it is .
okays , thats your opinion .
but they are somewhat some good friends to be .
be it what they did or are doing,
they are still my friends though .
probably the change in me made you feel im isnt the nice and obedient girl in the past .
ii dont know whats on your thinking,
but ii know you would sprout it out to me someday .
seriously, talking to you make me feel really comfortable .
and thanks so much for the warmth hug yesterday during recess .
is been so long before ii feel the warm again .
thanks so much dearie .
and ii dont meant names for the sake of names .
if you know me well enough ,
you should know you always stands a place in my heart .
maybe to you, it doesnt concerning you anymore ?
alrights, whatever it is .
im not gonna deny that you are STILL one of my closet of all .
ii just wish to return to the past us .
so sorry ,
just give me a little more time to change .
ii dont know why ii would cried when ii chatted with you on msn that day,
maybe been so long that we became so close again ?
ii dont know
D:
